ive have considered deleting this journal, but something makes me not want to.
like in 20 years i might want to real about what i thought when i was 18-21 years old.
maybe i should just delete this journal and create a new one, then i might actually use it.
the past few months have been strange.
it seems every week i have found myself in a different place. at least it keeps me on my toes.
still, i breathe a sigh of relief every time i drive over the edge of any hill down into the allegheny river valley.
realization. court houses are damn old. they remind me of that old house i living in in edinboro. no space in the these buildings seems specifically designed for its present use.
it leaves things mismatched and haphazard. the lack of the money needed for an update was apparent.
that goal to go to bed by 11 has failed.
its supposed to be rainy and cold at night this weekend.
its supposed to be rainy and cold at night this weekend.
Who was your first crush? What were they like?
Andrew Brown in first grade. isnt that funny?
ive got puppy fever,
one week old and my new puppy already has a name. mocha. shes brown with white tips on her paws.
all my cars dont run when my daddy gets them, then he fixes them into sweet ass rides for me. go daddy.
they newest addition is a black and gold ford escort wagon...WITH A ROOF RACK!
i am oh so excited about it. hopefully this car wont get as beat up as my last one.
we will be selling the bronco II.
its not the original bronco II and im not really sad about it. which is weird, noting how obsessed i was with the first one. things change i guess, and gas isnt a dollar a gallon any more.
i will know by the end of the week if i got an internship at presque isle state park.
the list of job requirements is so very exciting, and one involves 4 wheeling up and down beach to collect water samples all day. whoo. i couldnt think of anything much better than that. the job also involves removal of invasive plant species and bird counting, among other things.
you should see the amount of work ive let mound up on me this week. 4 tests, 4 essays, a lab report, and chemistry homework online. ie.
so much for posting regularly.
i hate when people talk on their cell phones in the computer lab. id really like to chuck something at said person.
anyway. im procrastinating studying at the molment. although looking at rocks, really isnt such a bad thing.
rocks always win out over other subjects. meaning, two tests, one rocks other biology, guess whose going to win out?
kayce's dad might come up and visit this weekend. if we dont get flooded out. i am optimistic about melting ice and snow. to me, the topography indicates that there are plenty of places for water to go other that towards my front steps.
i get much less done when i have more to worry about i think.
Keller Williams. Keller Williams. Keller Williams. Keller Williams. Keller Williams. Keller Williams. Keller Williams. Keller Williams. Keller Williams. !!
more people could go see keller with me if he wasnt playing in the middle of the week.
i really wish my dog hadnt eaten my camera's usb cord.
the last few weeks have been...keeping me on my toes to say the least.
the weekend before last was awesome. we went up to edinboro, friday night was girl camp. and saturday we went to see the recipe at docksiders in erie. i had so much fun i think i might burst.
then i got a dreaded cold, and so did everyone else.
i was saved by two snow days....but the massive amount of snow isnt exactly a good thing for me.
the river 150 feet from my house is JAMMED with ice.
we are near the upriver end of a 15 mile ice jam.
so wednesday water spooged up into my yard and froze into a giant ice skating rink.
at this point, i am wishing i owned ice skates. only the township decided to evacuate the area i live in, and came and plowed our driveway for free so we could get out. wednesday night we stayed at jess' apartment. thursday i got fed up and went back seeing as it hadnt came any closer to my house than it did in the first couple of hours.
now all this snow is beginning to melt, and its my hope that i wont have to slosh my way out to my car in the morning.
so i have two tests on monday, no money, and still, i am managing to go see keller williams on thursday night which will involve, driving to clarion for class on thursday morning, driving to edinboro after class, driving to buffalo for the show, back to edinboro after, and back to clarion in the morning by 9am so i can not miss two quizzes i have that day.
wish me good luck.
school is going well this semester. i am learning loads in BIo 2, seeing as i havnt taken much biology. and i hate my night class.
dave is remodeling a house down near where those boys work, and saturday i will go help them tear things out of it. and i will make money.
whitney and i have concocted a plan for a spring break adventure to north carolina. and i must prepare.
ive been feeling sluggish for some reason. could be winter getting to me i suppose. i think it was that month off. not really dont much can be addicting. i dont think i would ever get anything done if it wasnt for coffee.
must study for chem II test on friday.
excited to see keller williams again on Feb 22nd. i believe it will be my tenth show.
10/24/01 Rosebud - Pittsburgh, PA
11/02/02 Metropol - Pittsburgh, PA
10/14/03 Forward Hall - Erie, PA
10/15/03 Club Laga - Pittsburgh, PA
07/03/04 Gratefulfest (Nelson Ledges Quarry Park) - Nelson Ledges, OH
11/20/04 Mr. Smalls Theatre – Millvale, PA
02/20/05 House Of Blues – Cleveland, OH
07/17/05 Blossom Music Center – Cuyahoga Falls, OH
01/21/06 UB Center for the Arts - Buffalo, NY
07/04/06 Gratefulfest (Nelson Ledges Quarry Park) - Nelson Ledges, OH
so, im like 90% this is correct....
jobless break was boring.
with no car.
but thanks to daddy.
it now purrs like a kitten again. i love my car.
i throw out most thinks i deem unusefully. but the things i do find useful. i cant get enough of.
getting twice to miles to the gallon rocks. i can fill my tank for 20 bucks and drive 350 to 400 miles. *dances
alas, 24 hours after getting the car back. the alternator in the truck dies.
i want to take a nap.
i need to get my sleep schedule back in order.